SO FRUSTRATED!

so, the lab freaking forgot to run an HCG (or the DR forgot to order it), so now I might not know until tomorrow. GRRRRRRRR. Don't people know I'm going CRAZY here? They did a progesterone which has been increasing nicely- up to 17.3 now, but what I really wanted to know was that the HCG was still doubling every 48 hours and that baby was still doing ok. I've had more pink spotting today, and I could really use the reassurance to keep me from going totally insane. I am completely debilitated when I'm this stressed and I wish the doctors office could be more understanding of that. I need to know what that HCG is to feel like the baby is okay and the spotting is nothing to worry about. AAAAAAAHHHHHHH